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(no subject) [Apr. 25th, 2005|04:55 pm]
spazticmadnezz
[mood |bitchydistracted]
[music |cafe 405 ~the vandals]

Yea so pretty much we had no skool today and i have felt like shit for the better part of the weekend. i have forgotten/ignored things i should have been doing and been doing things that i should not be doing but watever im past the point of caring its almost summer... so i reele dont feel like attending skool tomorrow so i might not considering im walkin it would be reele easy to ditch but i would have to find sumthin to do till my mom went to work .. oh well maybe another day...  i have like 20 mins left till i gotta go home so i decided to stop workin on this thing i was doing, i already made like 40 bucks so watever its almost may, almost star testing but we dont have to get good scores this year cuz apparently the high skools dont look at them they look at last years... pretty much we can stop trying in skool? watever that sounds good to me. not much else my mom is goin to the pheonix on wednesday to see nomeansno and said i could come if i wanted after my guitar lesson i might go but not alone so if any of ya have parents who would be chill with that and wanna hang out on wednesday call me up k?
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(no subject) [Mar. 22nd, 2005|01:33 pm]
spazticmadnezz
[mood |blankblank]
[music |pimp my ride]

    Yea well basically im sittin here watchin pimp my ride cuz its on and im bored as hell cuz i didnt go to skool today, technically i am not sick but u kno i can pretend that i am and apparently im pretty good at faking it b cuz  as u can tell im not in skool..... last weekend was pretty kool cuz i hung out with pam and alexis and we saw the ring 2 which i thought was scarier than the first one.....i also went to sephora which would have been alot more fun if jill could have come with us because it was just me and my mom and wen we hang out together i kind of expect only one of us to come home alive half of the time but watever i got through it right..... yea so its finally the third trimester which means that its almost summer wooooot!!!! i luv summer and cannot wait! but until then ...........
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(no subject) [Jan. 21st, 2005|10:05 pm]
spazticmadnezz
[mood |anxiousdisasterous]

yea so im pretty upset rite kno and all u bitches can draw ur own conclusions about y but guess what u guys dont kno the reel reason and never reele will so im just gunnna leave u guys in suspense on that one. i hate how i can look around and see everyone else coasting along threw life and im stuck here and they all have there little problems and they all have there own personal lil hell well guess what bitches life isnt that bad 4 most of u so perk the fuck up.

i hate how people dwelll in sorrow
i hate how ppl drown themselves in lies
i hate how ppl always have to have something u dont have
i hate how everyone on this god damn wurld try to come off a certain way when most r nuthin like that
i hate how wen u think u trust sumone they ditch u
and i hate that wen u think u luv someone u lose them
i hate lifes stupid little lessons
i hate how ppl tell me i can learn from them
i hate the ppl kill other ppl just to feel better about themselves
i hate how life is all about competition
i hate how ppl can feel so good while makin others feel so bad
i hate how i sit and watch life pass by me
i hate that no one cares
i hate that the ppl who care can break ur heart
i hate how all anyone knows how to do is assume without getting any facts
i hate how ppl judge
i hate the facts of life and how u r forced to learn them for urself
i hate how u can look at innocent babies and know that they were born into a hard life and there is nuthin anyone can do
i hate that everyone seems to have sum one
i hate that ppl try to teach us lifes lessons
becuz as hard as it is to learn them it wud be even harder not to
i hate that if ur havin a bad day u r emo
i hate that all the pretty ppl are secretly despised, its not there fault
i hate how the unpopular ppl r hated even more,also not there fault
i hate that ppl dont push themselves to the limit
i hate how ppl can look u straight in the eye and lie to u
i hate how wen ur havin a good day sum one always has to ruin it
i hate stereotypes
i hate that ppl can brutally muder spirts and never think twice about it
i hate that certain ppl just speaking to u can make u feel like u r getin the life sucked out of u
i hate the way that all sum ppl have to do is look at u and u melt inside
i hate that sum ppls lives r perfectly fine yet they try to pretend like they r not
i hate that ppl can be so blinded by there cockyness that they cant realize wat they r doing to ppl
i hate ppl can send there children away and noit think twice about it but if they break curfew they flip out
i hate the feeling that life would just go one without u, even tho we all kno its tru
i hate that sum ppl can be in such despair while others r so happy
i hate this


    im not saying anything bad happened and im not saying u did anything im not tryin to offend anyone and if this did then im sure ur gunna tell me about it but if u didnt notice im not particularly sad but more mad so if u bitches wanna messs bring it, draw ur own conclusions and back the fuck off.
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(no subject) [Jan. 21st, 2005|08:20 pm]
spazticmadnezz
[mood |contemplativedelighted..kinda]
[music |hot hot heat~bandages]

hey hey hey bitches hows it going yea so im sittin here bored as hell not reele doing to much jus kinda chillin and watchin music videos on havoc which is pretty fun for now, yea im amused by simple things but oh well, yea ummm my life hasnt been all that exciting lately which is y i havent reele been writin lately but i will re cap the highlights just 4 kix =)  sooooo um there was a "war on da feild today and yesterday,uhh we went to the game after skool but i had to leave early cuz my mom started flippin out.......we went to hollys 4 like 10 mins or sumthin........we r movin tomrrow........im turning into a "girl" which is kinda interesting becuz i thought i was already a girl but w/e.......ummm,..... wow my life is gone u guys...........
xxxmaddnezzxxx
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(no subject) [Jan. 18th, 2005|05:52 pm]
spazticmadnezz
You scored as Classic Rock.. Classic Rock.

</td>

Classic Rock.

88%

Punk and Pop Punk.

88%

Indie Rock

83%

Emo & More

83%

Hardcore

79%

Indie

75%

Ska

58%

Industrial

54%

Britpop

29%

Hip Hop and Rap

25%

Mainstream

25%

Country

0%

Music Recommendation
created with QuizFarm.com
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(no subject) [Jan. 18th, 2005|05:38 pm]
spazticmadnezz
You scored as Rose Thorn Fairy. You are a forbidden fairy of demonic descent. You are always running from pursuers, yet the roses protect you from harm.

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Rose Thorn Fairy

69%

Twilight Mistress Fairy

63%

Autumn Fairy

54%

Raven Fairy

50%

Pixie

29%

Snow Fairy

29%

Goddess of the Golden Dawn

23%

Druid Fairy

23%

Ethereal Priestess Fairy

21%

Which Firefly-Path Fairy are you?
created with QuizFarm.com
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kinkiness muwahaha =D [Jan. 8th, 2005|12:17 am]
spazticmadnezz
Your Love Situation
by Amberishjewel
Username?
Your Love Is...Hard
During Lovemaking You Act...Like a vampire, very seductive
Your Partner Is...Your slave
Your Partner Has Said That You...Are their bitch
Your Love is Summed Up In A Quote."You deserve a bed of roses"
Quiz created with MemeGen!


jeez kinda kinki eh?
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remember this [Dec. 31st, 2004|11:39 pm]
spazticmadnezz
Love is hope. Hope is faith. Faith is trust. Trust love.
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is this not awesum? [Dec. 29th, 2004|11:22 pm]
spazticmadnezz
hey u guys i just found this on a profile for this band and i was like damn that is awesum so i copied it u ready? lol here it is..

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yea but ne ways nuthin much to say so ttyl!
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die bitches,die [Dec. 28th, 2004|08:45 pm]
spazticmadnezz
[mood |crazycrazy as fuckin hell]
[music |sweet thoughts of revenge in my head]

im so damn tired of everybody treating me like shit it pisses me off and who the fuck wudnt realize that if u cuss sumone out they r not just gunna be like oh wow ur right im so glad u told me that i was a bitch and i shud stop fuckin talkin and then wen they shut up to stop fuckin dishin out the silent treatment. watever fuck her and fuck everyone else who has put me threw hell there is no use sittin here dwellin on this shit to be honest i dont reele care that we r not friends at the moment i dont even care that she  was cryin shell get over it and grow out of it.u know who u r. dont get mad. its the truth and u kno. xxxmaddnezzxxx
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